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So I’m bored and thought I would update. I really have nothing to say, but oh well…
I really want/need to go prom dress shopping. I can’t wait for spring break, I wish I was actually going somewhere though. I need to start tanning so I’m tan for prom. I wish I had a prom date, it seems like I’m the only one who doesn’t. I could really go for some ice cream right now, but we don’t have any. I am extremely bored right now. I hope Bucky goes home on American Idol. I think I have run out of things to say, so I am going to leave you with that.
Lots of love…
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So I'm writing a quick little entry while I wait for the shower to open up...
I wish I could just let my guard down for once, just have fun without worrying about what others think and without worrying about the possible consequences. That is my goal.
And that is it. I'm leaving with with the lyrics to one of new favorite songs...
Unwritten
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you,
open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten....
Oh, Oh
I break tradition,
sometimes my tries,
are outside the lines
We've been conditioned
to not make mistakes,
but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you,
open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten...
Staring at the blank page before you,
open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten...
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I just love surprise snow days, or ice days in this case. I didn’t even see this one coming. I was so excited this morning when I found out that we didn’t have school. Then I realized that the yearbook deadline is Monday and tomorrow is a B day and this is probably one of the worst days to have a snow day. But since there was nothing I could do I went back downstairs and cuddled up with Nemo in my nice warm bed and went back to sleep. It felt good to get a few more hours of sleep.
Speaking of yearbook…yearbook and I, we have a love, hate relationship. I love the people on staff and I love how the book is turning out and the fact that we’re putting together a great book for everyone, but I hate all the stress that it causes. I hate how I almost get disappointed about a snow day because of the yearbook. I can’t wait until it’s finished and I can go back to my usual level of stress.
I feel like I haven’t done anything at school lately even though I know there has been stuff to do. I haven’t done stats for over a week and because of my doctors appointment and the snow day I don’t have that class at all this week. (I’m definitely not complaining though. Everyone could use a week off from Pfiefer.) We have like ten pages of problems to do in AP chem that are due on Tuesday and I’ve probably done a total of six problems, two of which Fus did in class. I just feel like such a slacker lately. And, just like everyone else, procrastination has gotten the best of me.
So it’s sad how everyone is abandoning Xanga, including myself. I hardly ever update this thing anymore. I’m just as addicted to Myspace as the next person, but that doesn’t mean we should give up on Xanga.
Okay, this entry is starting to get really long and I think I just keep writing because I’m bored, so I think I’m gonna stop now. I hope everyone is enjoying their day off.
Leaving you love…
Sammy*
****Edit****
I just ordered my senior pictures...finally. For five different poses it only cost $80. The perks of having a family friend take your pics. Of course we're going to give her a good tip, but it's still way better than $300 or more. Anyways, I was bored so I just thought I would let you all know that I finally ordered my senior pics. They should be in soon. I can't wait.
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Last friday I went down to UofM for their Campus Day and I absolutely loved it. I love the campus and the people there are great. They are so nice and helpful. I now know that I made the right choice when I accepted my admission there. I am still nervous about going there though. Its a hard school and Ill be leaving the people I know and going to a school where I know practically no one, but I am so ready. It will be a new experience and I am ready for it.
School lately has been blah. And after next wednesday we dont get another day off until spring break. i might just have to get sick somewhere between there, lol.
My life has been pretty uneventful lately and I really want to change that. I dont want to sit at my house all weekend anymore. I want to go out and party with my friends. I realized that I have never gotten really drunk. Ive drank a few times, but never a lot. One of these days, sometime soon, I just want to get drunk. It looks like fun. So, that was kind of random but...o well.
Well, Im gonna go back to procrastinating and maybe soon Ill get started on my homework.
Leaving you love...
Sammy
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So I decided to delete my last entry. I'm not really sure where that came from. I don't really hate who I am. Sure there are some things I'd like to change about myself, but who doesn't want to change something about themselves. I do have somewhat low self esteem but that is no reason for me to hate who I am.
And, just for Lauren, I promise to dance at prom. I will forget what other people think and just have fun.
Anyways, there really isn't much else for me to say...
leaving you love,
*Sammy*
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